the big weigh in...

ok blog... so i did it! i weighed myself! the official number is... hold me... 165...ack!!!!!!!!!!! ok, breathe! im motivated now more than i have been in a long long while! did my p90x today! felt great! got myself a new fancy sports bra, so i can do more jumping around and not give myself black eyes! so from now on, until i reach my wedding weight... 140 im doing a weekly weigh in! i gotta stay in check! i think if im working out regularly, and keeping my calorie intake under control, i should be back to myself by summer! that averages out to about... 7 lbs a month. i WILL do this!!!